Wow. its been awhile...

Friends

Its funny how sometimes friends seem like the only thing thats important. Like your friends are the only thing keeping you going, and their the only thing you need in life.

And its funny how easily it can switch rolls
Like your friends can hurt you and bring you down the most in life.
Nothing hurts worse than being betrayed by a friend.
Everyone knows that.

It's just so funny how friendship can be the best thing in someones life, and then it gets crushed and they call each other bad names and its all over.

"expect the lowest from the people you thought the highest of"

"EXPECT THE WORST SO THAT IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS YOU WONT BE HURT BECAUSE YOU EXPECTED IT TO HAPPEN BUT IF SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS THEN BE GLAD THAT IT HAPPENED BUT ALWAYS ESPECT THE WORST SO YOU WONT BE LET DOWN IN LIFE"

My life..

My life? ITs GReat.. i guess.. hehe ive been through alot.. and i guess.. for now im goin to see and search who is reallie mee.. Ppls think if  you've done something wrong and try to put things back together everything will be stay the same In theere eyes and mind.. Sux huh? But hey thats iight my onlie hope is God.. his everything to me and i know forsho.. he will Raise me up from the darkness.. and i wont worry about what ppls say or think about mee.. HEEY they dont know mee.. =] "they can say anything they want to say but they cant take that faith away from mee.. " i keep trying to prov my self.. the changes.. that is goin on in my life but for some reason ppls cant see that.. Boz oph what they think .. lol i admit to ppls that i did smoke and drink.. but now season changed.. and things changed.. more bettah.. I LOVE my tropa.. They help me with everything.. and i thanked God.. that they  become my friends.. my Ate's..  and they let me see and learn.. things that ive never learn b4..  yet i love my friends thats always support mee even though some of them.. jst turn there back from mee.. still thanked for teresa krissy, kristel, jaja, joane, george,  and my sister pao pao for trusting me with something.. even though ive been Falling apart from God.. you guys  jst help me get up and raise again..  yes its sad bcoz My best friend Corey jst turn his back from mee.. ANd he promise  that he wont leave mee like the others.. but heey thats iight Mybe .. theres reason why God put us apart .. i accept the fact that we changed and everything.. but the onlie thing i cant accpt is that u cant accpt me for what i am.. but heey its okie... the onlie thing im waiting.. right now is my best friend ASTRID.. will be here jst to support me all the way..  mybe i do Have onlie one best friend.. and for some of them There jst my true friends..  but anyways.. i will prov. my self.. for what im believin right now.. and for those ppls that think i hate them or think.. i dont wanna hang out with them pls stop.. right now i jst need a time alone to think what is going on.. hope u guys understand.....

- izzy

IM baccck!! =p

YAY!! its sooo good to be back! let me see.. life? welps let say its a biotch! but no matter what happen i still have that hope and strength to survive.. hehe and i got God.. to help me deal with something.. YESH!! things changed. over me.. lets jst say.. i stop doing one thing. anyways.. im still single for past years..!! heheh!! soo happy though!  being single is a gift !! hehe soo yeeh!! anyways whats new? SUMMER IS!! YAY!!

and also i meet this girl Annie.. hehe!! shes the coolest!! ever!! this year is  SOOOO fun but theres things that i have to deal with .. Losssing friend like Corey.. and almost lose kristel.. but we good now.. =] i miss corey though but yeeh!! its all good.. i think the risk band i got on my hand is true.. if its break things will changed..suckz coz i reallie did llook at him as a brother but yeeh i messed things up... o welps

me and kristel went to marian retreat.. it was a best expirence.. in my whole life.. welps not really but it was nice..!! haha those rollio is boring but somehow i heard everything haha !! and im glad that i was with them.. coz there the one who keep me with God.. soo i thank God that there my friends.. and my second family.. =] love u guys especially my best friend kristel thanx for being there for me everytime i needed u.. i know u lose ur hope for mee.. but i will keep it like this.. and im sorry for what i did.. u know what it is.. thank u for everything ur the best!

lets jst say!! i love this ppls!! haha they give me a whole neew life they teach me some lesson for friends.. thnx guys for always there for me too.. =] and im happy for what i have now.. and for who i am now.. i hope it will stay like this..

YEP! is it for now.. i have to call someone. eheh!! not telling yall but its good to be back!! for soo long not updatin this shiet.!! its time for new life!